The Joy Formidable - I Don’t Want To See You Like This
The lady from The Joy Formidable has my hair.
I missed Long Beach Pride today because I overslept after staying all night, relishing in some hetero relationship rage. No explicit details, but the man in my life has been making some moves towards a very drastic life change without mentioning it to me. Aside from the fact we are in what I consider a serious commitment, I also live with him and our belongings and lifestyle are tied up in one another, so if one of us were to, say… trying to join the military, it would very heavily impact the other, even if you ignore the emotional or “but I thought I was important enough to let in on these things.” Instead, I find out via his casual beer conversation with his friends at a TGIFridays in Corona. Livid and feeling unreasonable, I think I maintained. I stayed quiet and relatively sober, however, I will mope about it the rest of the day, and in the course of this, flake out on my work friends and their parade.
Next weekend, Catrick, his bro, sister, her husband and myself are all going on a trip to Zion (Utah.) for a hike. I’ll be riding motorcycles with the first two and stopping in Vegas for a night on the way. Here’s the thing, it sounds amazing, but I’m trying to lower my expectations as much as possible in hopes of a pleasant surprise. Years ago, I went with him and his brother to Vegas on my birthday, planning on having one of those epic “I’m 21 in Vegas” adventures, which turned into a three days of watching boys gamble in a city I know nothing about, while they angrily ask me “Well, what do you want to do?” and I would respond with sighing and crying, no answer.
This time, I know what to expect, so hopefully will not deal with the disappointment of, unless you are with a group of fun people that can be fun just walking around and looking at stuff OR you have a lot of money, Vegas isn’t that great.
The views from the top will be worth it.
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